Bad mood

Actually, I'm not the one with the bad mood.. My parents are. They always fight. Sigh. Duuno whose fault it is but I just have to keep my mouth shut and just lock myself up in my room. Which is btw the best solution here. Got no one to talk to with these. Joy busy with studying. I want to go out with someone. Very bored here.

I almost forgot that I have guitar lesson today. I wished I never asked for a guitar on my birthday. Because the teacher in guitar lessons is . . . i dunno. Just that, i don't like the way he's teaching. Don't have friends at that lesson. They all very serious! Which makes me the only one who is not serious. I think the youngest in the lesson is 7 or 8 yrs old then the oldest is 40 yrs old. I think, i don't really know the youngest to oldest there.

Right now, I'm watching American Idol. Elimating round.

At school, Our sitting arrangement is by index number. I'm in the second front! I don't like it. I like my where i sat last time. It's kind of the second last in the back. When i sat at front, I felt like i dunno. I'm just not used to it.

I want to study for history but dunno which chapter I'm going to study. But teacher said to study timeline and remember it. So, I'm going to study that now. Well, after an hour.

CT1 for today

English and Geography. . . It was easy. I think at geography, most people finished in half an hour. I studied for geography just this morning. I thought it would be so hard I can't think of an answer.

During M.T. paper, it was kind of boring at the first 10 minutes because Ms Yong never asked us to get story book then MS yong told us that those who don't take m.t. can read book.

Haha. Nothing much to post...

My decision

I decided and want to forget everything about him. Which is quite difficult but not really.
I mean when I see his name and all that, I got suddenly, i don't know, like him again. But when I don't see or mention his name, I'm like forgetting about him. It's so confusing sometimes.

Sometimes, i tell myself if i like him or not. Because i forget about him then suddenly i don't. Sigh! Sigh!

CT1 is on friday!! english and geography! Well, i think that's all about school. I mean at maths, teacher never came. So talk, laugh and talk with Alicia, HL, SJ n YS. They very funny lols, especially SJ. He keep doing jokes or something like that. Good thing maths is not boring or else it would be like hell for me. Btw, Alicia, i tag u already. Oh yeah, forgot to mention, 1E1 Chairperson very perveted. He is beside me some more. Evrything in his world is all about s**. I just don't want to write the word. Maybe it's just hormones making him like that! YUCK! Get a life chairperson, please!

Ok! those who knows I have boyfriend, i tell you now that we broke up because I can't stop forgetting about 'him' which sucks. Not gonna tell you who is he and what school is he. He is definitely not in my former and now school. No one knows his name except for my bestie, JOY. CATHERINE JOY. Joy, you know what I'm talking about right? I told u abt this before.

From now on, I vow myself to forget about him and start a new life. We're never gonna meet again anyway. Him and me , i mean we're not gonna meet again. You know like the song by Timabaland featuring Katy Perry. "If we ever meet again"


That song refers to my life, period. (For everyone, the period i said in the previous sentence is not the monthly visitor or the red flag or anything you call it for the ladies. OK?! Got that? GOOD!)

:)

21/2/10

I dun know what would be the title for today so i just put the date.

I finished my homework for this weekend! Yay! I thought I'm never gonna finish it on time. CT1 is near! I'm still not studying for anything. At these things, i mean by exams, I'm not really sure what I'm going to do. I mean by that is I don't know what to study.

Nothing to talk about today, really. If it is school days, maybe I'll have something to write.

Jinx Twins

Me and Joy are now officially called the Jinx Twins. Now say it ten times, very fast. not easy, right?

Today got CCA. Damn okay lah. LOL. we did was sing sing n sing and of course , theory. doing theory is not fun as singing because it is damn boring i tell you. I got dissmiss much earlier than the modern dance CCA which is my former CCA.

Si Jie is back from hong kong and we(Joanne, Hong Lin, me) gave him the homework. I tell you, so many things he have to do! The whole chapter 3 excercises for maths he needed to do and there were 6 exercises to do! That was a lot. Then there were geography, science, english, history and a lot more. If i were him, i'm gonna cry already.

Roday, 1e1 have homework for art, maths n english. Sigh! so many. Need to copy two composition!

But overall, I'm still breathing, alive! haha.

On march holidays

On March Holiday, my family n I will go to Bintan Resort. That's somewhere in Indonesia. We already booked our tickets. I'm so excited. It's been a long time since we had a holiday because my sister was too young to travel that far. I'm not really sure.

Joy, I'm sorry about the bad news.

Taman Jurong Bowl

Just went there just now. Me and my family played 2 rounds. For the two rounds, I am always second and my father is in the first place. Ugh. He always win at bowling. Well, at least I'm improving now! :)

After that we ate at Mcdonalds. I saw my classmate in Maths at Mcdonalds there. He's our Maths representative.

Then go home. Nothing much to post today.

And also, if you know any nice songs, please tell me. I want to listen to some new songs. Thx!

I wish we could be together '4ever'

This is a song sang by The Veronicas. Enjoy listening to the song. By the way the song is called 4ever. That's why I kind of use the open and close parenthesis in the title.



Btw, my family and I are going bowling today at Jurong bowl!!! So excited. I think we're going out of the house at 2.30 pm or somthing like that. So.... 30 more minutes!!!!!

Have you ever?

Have You Ever...

Have you ever cried at night,

Thinking it was bad,

Have you ever lost a love,

The only thing you ever had,

Have you ever screamed out loud,

From pain that you have felt,

Have you ever stopped and looked,

At pain that you have dealt,

Have you ever questioned someone,

Of love and if its true,

Have you ever really wondered,

If they truly feel for you,

Have you ever felt abused,

Or worried while you wait,

Have you ever made a big huge deal,

Over someone being late,

Have you ever had them leave,

And watched them walk away,

Have you ever thought of leaving,

But could only sit and stay,

Have you ever hurt someone,

And looked at what you’ve done,

Have you ever been the one that’s hurt,

And thought that you were the only one,

Have you ever loved another,

And never told them so,

Have you ever tried to tell them,

But didn’t know how it would go,

Have you ever been alone,

Where no one else could see,

So you sat at home remaining unknown,

having nowhere else to be.

I’ve felt this way before,

I’ve felt and dealt it all,

I’ve even lied,

I’ve even cried,

I’ve even felt the fall.

But nothing makes it better,

The Guilt or the Pain I feel,

I wish it all would go away,

I wish it wasn’t real,

But that is not the case,

And it could never be,

It took me too long to open up,

And took me way too long to see, I must;

Own up to mistakes I’ve made,

Get past the pains I’ve felt,

Wipe away the tears that are in my eyes,

And reflect on the tears I’ve dealt,

And Tell someone when I love them,

Before they go away,

And maybe if I word it right,

They just might want to stay

A poem. . . .

The end of love, the start of pain


The blood from my heart that now aches, stains

With the thought of your image, the thought of you care

Devoted to another, whilst my spirit is bare

Where am I to go, where is my hope now

Am I no longer important like our dedicated vows

You promised to always be there, and love me no matter what

But it seems you’ve moved on, loved another and forgot

The breakdown of our relationship, the break of my poor heart

You punctured it with your cruel ways; you stabbed it with a dart

You took away my faith, my dreams, I now have nothing left

My happiness has disappeared; a brutal act of theft

You promised to always be there, but now it all depends

On if you’ve found another love and when my heartache ends

Happy Valentine's Day!

Today is valentine's day. I got nothing to post today except say that today is valentines today.

Info about Valentine's day. Enjoy Reading

Nevermind. I'll tell you why we celebrate valentine's day is an annual holiday held on February 14 celebrating love and affection between intimate companions. The holiday is named after one or more early Christian martyrs named Valentine and was established by Pope Gelasius I in 496 AD. It is traditionally a day on which lovers express their love for each other by presenting flowers, offering confectionery, and sending greeting cards (known as "valentines"). The holiday first became associated with romantic love in the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished.

In Asia we also celebrate Valentine's day, thanks to a concentrated marketing effort, Valentine's Day is celebrated in some Asian countries with Singaporeans, Chinese and South Koreans spending the most money on Valentine's gifts.
In South Korea, similar to Japan, women give chocolate to men on February 14, and men give non-chocolate candy to women on March 14 (White Day). On April 14 (Black Day), those who did not receive anything on the 14th of Feb or March go to a Chinese restaurant to eat black noodles (자장면 jajangmyeon) and "mourn" their single life. Koreans also celebrate Pepero Day on November 11, when young couples give each other Pepero cookies. The date '11/11' is intended to resemble the long shape of the cookie. The 14th of every month marks a love-related day in Korea, although most of them are obscure. From January to December: Candle Day, Valentine's Day, White Day, Black Day, Rose Day, Kiss Day, Silver Day, Green Day, Music Day, Wine Day, Movie Day, and Hug Day.Korean women give a much higher amount of chocolate than Japanese women.

In China, the common situation is the man gives chocolate, flowers or both to the woman that he loves. In Chinese, Valentine's Day is called (simplified Chinese: 情人节; traditional Chinese: 情人節; pinyin: qíng rén jié).

In Republic of China (Taiwan) the situation is the reverse of Japan's. Men give gifts to women in Valentine's Day, and women return them in White Day.

In the Philippines, Valentine's Day is called "Araw ng mga Puso" or "Hearts Day". It is usually marked by a steep increase in the prices of flowers.

And this is about Cupid. In the Roman version, Cupid was the son of Venus (goddess of love) and Mercury (messenger god). In the Greek version he was named Eros and seen as one of the primordial gods (though other myths exist as well). Cupid was often depicted with wings, a bow, and a quiver of arrows. The following story is almost identical in both cultures; the most familiar version is found in Lucius Apuleius's Metamorphoses. When Cupid's mother Venus became jealous of the princess Psyche, who was so beloved by her subjects that they forgot to worship Venus, she ordered Cupid to make Psyche fall in love with the vilest thing in the world. When Cupid saw Psyche, however, he was so overcome by her beauty that he fell in love with her himself.

Following that, Cupid visited Psyche every night while she slept. Speaking to her so that she could not see him, he told her never to try to see him. Psyche, though, incited by her two older sisters who told her Cupid was a monster, tried to look at him and angered Cupid. When he left, she looked all over the known world for him until at last the leader of the gods, Jupiter, gave Psyche the gift of immortality so that she could be with him. Together they had a daughter, Voluptas, or Hedone, (meaning pleasure) and Psyche became a goddess. Her name "Psyche" means "soul."

I informed you about this things as i had nothing to post to day. :)

Test are coming soon.

It is coming soon. Also valentines day! Do u have a valentine already?

Well, i'm studying bit by bit for the exam. I'll have a 4 day vacation because it is Chinese New Year! So i don't have any tuitions or lessons for guitar! Yes!!

But i'm bored. I want to go out but no one to go out with. I mean, yeah i go Joy but i want someone to go out with other person or people. I'm kind of thinking of going bowling this Monday or something.

Anybody want to come?

Speechless today or am i?

I don't know what to say to day. MAybe I could say what I did today.

So, in the morning i was awaken by the sound of my alarm clock then i got up fast. Then shower then get ready for school. When I got in the car, I heard something like someone is scratching a metal or something. I asked my father about so he say maybe it was the brakes or something. I'm not really good about cars. Our car is Volkswagen. Not the volkswagen beetle you know, like the car mr bean is always driving.

So when I arrive at school, the first thing i did was to study for history because i didn't study for history test. I was planning to study the day before my test but i left it under the desk of my table. Then I asked for hints to my friends in 1e2 because they had the test already. Btw, I didn't cheat, okay? I didn't ask about the questions and asked for the answer but some of my classmates looked at their paper and copied the answers in their hands! I'm not gonna tell their names.

I'm totally not ready for the test but i still pass! haha. Then got announcement saying that we can wear our home clothes to school tomorrow! yes! I'm going to wear homeclothes but some are going to wear uniform.

Then had science which is a bit boring but the teacher is nice so it's quite an okay-okay subject. Then recess.

Then i forgot what is my subject after recess. Oh yeah, it's maths. I love maths but the teacher is kind of strict sometimes. Sometimes she is not. She gave us sweets after the lessons. I think she is so serious when it's to but when it's not i think she smile or laugh or something like that.

Then had english. We did comprhension passage or something. The we go swimming during p.e. lessons. Then we go home.

During going back to school, it was so funny. Me and Joy were laughing like maniacs. The one in front of us are Wei Keong and Peter. Then Joy did something very funny to wei keong then wei keong was 'upset'.i said to him if he want us to sing the sorry sorry song for him but he said nothing. Then me and joy we're like slapping each other after that. I don't know why.

Well, that's all for today's post! I'm not speechless today. haha :)

My day n yesterday!

I just got injection today! I left the school early. Traffic! While going at health promotion board it was traffice. A lot of road works and accidents! But nvm. I didn't say nvm to the ppl who got accidents!

I had so much fun from yesterday!

I went back to my school at Shuqun primary. I went back with Xin yu, Wen Xing, Christabella, Alecia, Hui YUn, Zhu Yun, Jian Li, Zen, Jun Xian, Wu hao and me. We met mr tan outside the school first then he bought drinks for us then we plaued cathing except for Mr tan, of course. Here's a video i took during my visit. So here it is. Btw, i didn't had it in mind about posting it on this blog but mr tan juat said this idea!

Faber Drive - Tongue Tied song

I got nothing to say today so I'll just post a song (:

Dorothy Birthday Party

Yesterday was soooo fun.

Well, I change my cca to choir. I should thank my P.E. teacher or the head of c.c.a. for changing my cca. Thx. (I dunno how to speel his name)

So after cca i watched nichelles or dorothy's group dance for chinese new year. It's only a practise not the actual one.

After the practise we went to Dorothy's house. We is Me,Joy, Dorothy, Nichelle, Wen Yuen, Natalie, Krystal and the last one i forgot the name. We all ate pizza then played truth or dare at Dorothy's room. Most of us chose dare. At first it's wen yuen turn. She choose truth so we ask her if she like either Wei Keong or Kai Kent. Then the answer was so funny. Werecorded her answer. IT's in my phone. haha. I have something to say to Wen Yuen, if you do something to me that make me angry i will post that recording! HAha just kidding. I know you won't make me angry. So then it was um, Krystal turn. She chose dare then i dared her to kiss one of us. Then when she kissed that person. The person Krystal kissed was so red and she wants to cry! OMG. I'm so sorry.

Then most people chose dare. The dares were that we will call a boy from either from my class or 1e2. All of us called a boy. when it was my turn to dare they called someone from my class. I was shock cos joy chose 'him'. Worst of all she said who I was. They dared me to tell that person that he is so hot. Ugh! That was embarrassing. haha. i had fun anyway. I think that person i called didn't care anyway.

I'm going to tuition later. I hate tuitions. The subject is Maths. GTG! :)

Scared

Hi. it's been long time since i wrote here. hahas.

Nothing much happened at school. Well, of course there are. But it's not really worth hearing.

In modern dance, i need to buy ballet shoes. I don't where to buy the shoes. Good thing there is Joy who lent me her ballet shoe.

If you're interested in my love life and all that thing you should read this paragraph but if you are so not interested skip this paragraph and the next, ok? At my class, I'm starting to like someone  in my class, 1E1. I'm not gonna say his name and all that cos it will be like so, i dunno, weird maybe? He's quite smart and i said that because he's in the best class which is my class, duh! Well, I'm not really sure if I like him. I still want to know everybody. I don't like liking somebody so fast. I need to get to know them more. By getting to know them more means I need to know their personalities which I really look for someone. I like someone with sense of humour without irritating the person so much! Like some people I know, they are like ugh! I'm actually trying to hold back myself from likeng that person 'cos if I'm so confirm that I like him, I will always be tounge-tied when I talk to him. I'm not tongue tied to anyone yet, which i like to keep it that way. Being tongue tied is like the worst feeling i so had in my life. The person may think that i'm so weird. Never mind.

I want to confess to someone i like him. This 'him' is now different from the previous paragraph. This 'him' is from my previous school. Shuqun primary school. I like him for like two years. but i'm scared that when i tell him, he will never speak to me again which is much more torture than him not knowing that i like him. Ugh! I'm so confused! I want to tell this word' i like you' in facebook chat. just now he is online but now he is not. Which is kind of relief but at the same time it's so disappointing because i'm really ready to tell him those words.

enough about those things. Well, i just now decorated the classroom for chinese new year. which is kind of boring at the same time fun. I dunno why i'm always feeling two opposite thing at th same time.

Nevermind, i got nothing more to say. Oh yeah, we had no homework last wednesday until now. HAHA. :)